First off, I want to start by putting this quote in front of you. Read it twice. Giggle if you want to. An then let it seep in.
Let it comfort you.
“Nobody knows what the hell they are doing. (at least no one I know) You just prepare as best you can and make up the rest as you go."
A very sweet story about how an award-winning illustrator found her way. I found it inspiring. Here: